when i want to run away from everything. Why is that the only thing I’m good at? I thought I fit in here, but I was wrong. This place is not for me, nothing here is. Too bland and too closed off. I think I have made a mistake. Whatever, you can always fix things and start over, somewhere. Ive made so many mistakes…. I blame my impulsive personality and roaming spirit. But what is next? Where is next? I shouldn’t be allowed to always do what I want, but I do.